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It's September!! Sep-tem-fucking-ber!! *Hyperventilating* :O So close, so close. Countdown.

Finally gave in

Picasso - Weeping Woman


Okay. I finally lost it. I'm not very good at handling stress. Sigh. I broke down crying 2 days ago. I held my emotions for quite some time. I'm not super woman, I can't finish everything and remember everything for you. I can't please and accomodate everyone. What about me? Can't I have a say in this? It's getting closer, and I don't really give a fuck about what you people think I should do. I'll do it my way, like it or not. Don't even try to manipulate my choices. I'll bitch slap you so hard, your brain'll fly out your ears. If you want me to do it and get it done on time, let me do it my way.


All these sudden last minute changes and additions are driving me nuts. @ o @ Make up your mind!!

I don't want to be bridezilla



I'm trying not to turn into bridezilla. I'm sure every bride who is going through the process feel the same way. If your not one of them, good for you. I'm so frustrated with the guest list and the song for my church processional and recessional. If I want you to play this song, you play saja laaa. I don't want your stupid traditional trumpet song!!! It's so lame, I might just drop dead on the floor, and just roll my way to the alter. Ugh!! Kau peduli apa if I want you to play Pitbull punya lagu. Suka hati la ba. Ask you to play traditional song, you bising. Ask you to play non-traditional song, you bising lagi. Ugh! I need to put my foot down. If you don't wanna play the songs we want and keep on suggesting lame stupid ugly fugly mofo songs, then I guess I don't need you. UGHGHGHGHGHHGHGG~~!!!!!! ^&%^&%$#%$* I'm not going to accommodate you. It'll just leave me pissed. It's our wedding, so just listen to what we want la. Eeeeeee~ !!~!~!~!


Counting down the days. Less than a month! Pre-Wedding jitters =

Broke...~~~~




Wedding planning is leaving me broke = o = With all the sudden extra charges for this and that. Can't you make up your mind? Those extra charges don't really make sense. Sigh. So many things to do that involves money. It's ridiculous. This is why you only get married once unless you are Hugh Hefner. Over budget sudah........ Gotta start cutting back on the expenses.....

Finally....



Just got my awesome Karen Millen dress! It's for the tea ceremony. Love, love, love it~ I wanted to post a picture of it, but decided to keep it till the actualy day. Now I don't have to worry about having the same dress as someone else. Lawl :P

Meh. I lied. I'm pissed, angry and disappointed.

I'm not gonna waste my energy staying pissed at you people. Get your priorities straight bitches.