Bali Bali Bali~~

Bali....Wait for meeeeee... :D

Woohoo...Got myself and elliptical machine....:D

Pissed off

Ugh.......If I made a mistake, tell it straight to my face. Don't go behind my back and say that I'm not capable. How the fuck would I know if you did not say anything. There's something called "Constructive Criticism". Stupid idiot. I'd rather sit in the kitchen and do 10 assignments than sit infront of you, with my back facing you, and listen to you sigh and slam books and stuff all over the table. Geez. Go suck on a sock or something.

It's really frustrating when you do something, and there's no feedback. All you do is just look at it, tear it in front of me, and redo it yourself without letting me know what I did wrong. And just recently, I copied something wrongly, and you HAD to ask someone else to liquid it away, AND DID NOT TELL ME THAT I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO WRITE IT ON THE SAME PAGE! You're best at complaining kan, why don't you complain that to my face. I'd appreciate that. If you're trying to make me look stupid and inferior, then be my guest. Like I care. Stupid hoe. Makes me feel sad la, ok...........It's your problem if you have a sad and miserable life. You're always complaining about the amount of things you need to do, this and that. Um, hello??? I'm sitting there, waiting for things to do. Just because of that minor mistake and you're mentally firing me? Bitch, you ain't got no right.

I'm so going to tell you off. I wonder how my friend stand her cousin for 2 years. I'm there for 2 weeks and i'm already frustrated as hell! = o = Sigh................Hopefully my aunt is really going to set up a business...

Update....*dust dust*

It's been a while. And yeap, I'm married. Marriage life is treating me well so far. The only downside is that I feel left out in his office. I feel stupid. I'm as free as fuck here. I only get to work once in a while. One of the employee here is so afraid that I might 'steal their bowl of rice', if you know what I mean. Ugh. Whatever. I'm here to help, if you don't want me to, then I won't. The boss asked you so many times to let me do it, teach me and you're soooo hesitant to do so. I won't steal your food, m'kay? Geez. Now, my sister-in-law is teaching me some stuff, like creditors, debtors and all those stuff.......Meh. Doing laundry and housework is way more fun, for reals....

Anyway, I migggghht, MIGHT be starting an event planning business with my aunt. MIGHT! She drafted out a business plan already but it's still not fully ready yet. They are trying to set a career for me. I don't know how it will go, but yea, it might take about 1 year to completely set it up. We need to plan and draft out every single thing that we need. She's willing to come all the way to Malaysia to help set it up. She has alot of experience and connections in Shanghai, Hongkong, and China etc. So, once the business plan and proposal are done, she will submit it to some other connections here in KK that she knows. Sigh, le sigh-eth. My parents are asking me to consider. What should I do? Help my husband or set up a 'possible' career?

My wedding videographer just messaged me and told me that our video highlight and video slideshow is done. I am so excited to see it. But, here is the photo slideshow for the tea ceremony, games and church ceremony :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAoz8mALW8U

I can't help but....

TO COUNT THE DAYS! AHHHHHHHHH. IT'S GETTING NEARER...AND NEARER...I CAN FEEL IT BREATHING BEHIND MY BACK....*vomits* Punya gila nervous.

OMAGATZ

It's September!! Sep-tem-fucking-ber!! *Hyperventilating* :O So close, so close. Countdown.

Finally gave in

Picasso - Weeping Woman

Okay. I finally lost it. I'm not very good at handling stress. Sigh. I broke down crying 2 days ago. I held my emotions for quite some time. I'm not super woman, I can't finish everything and remember everything for you. I can't please and accomodate everyone. What about me? Can't I have a say in this? It's getting closer, and I don't really give a fuck about what you people think I should do. I'll do it my way, like it or not. Don't even try to manipulate my choices. I'll bitch slap you so hard, your brain'll fly out your ears. If you want me to do it and get it done on time, let me do it my way.

All these sudden last minute changes and additions are driving me nuts. @ o @ Make up your mind!!

I don't want to be bridezilla

I'm trying not to turn into bridezilla. I'm sure every bride who is going through the process feel the same way. If your not one of them, good for you. I'm so frustrated with the guest list and the song for my church processional and recessional. If I want you to play this song, you play saja laaa. I don't want your stupid traditional trumpet song!!! It's so lame, I might just drop dead on the floor, and just roll my way to the alter. Ugh!! Kau peduli apa if I want you to play Pitbull punya lagu. Suka hati la ba. Ask you to play traditional song, you bising. Ask you to play non-traditional song, you bising lagi. Ugh! I need to put my foot down. If you don't wanna play the songs we want and keep on suggesting lame stupid ugly fugly mofo songs, then I guess I don't need you. UGHGHGHGHGHHGHGG~~!!!!!! ^&%^&%$#%$* I'm not going to accommodate you. It'll just leave me pissed. It's our wedding, so just listen to what we want la. Eeeeeee~ !!~!~!~!

Counting down the days. Less than a month! Pre-Wedding jitters =

Broke...~~~~

Wedding planning is leaving me broke = o = With all the sudden extra charges for this and that. Can't you make up your mind? Those extra charges don't really make sense. Sigh. So many things to do that involves money. It's ridiculous. This is why you only get married once unless you are Hugh Hefner. Over budget sudah........ Gotta start cutting back on the expenses.....

Finally....

Just got my awesome Karen Millen dress! It's for the tea ceremony. Love, love, love it~ I wanted to post a picture of it, but decided to keep it till the actualy day. Now I don't have to worry about having the same dress as someone else. Lawl :P

Meh. I lied. I'm pissed, angry and disappointed.

I'm not gonna waste my energy staying pissed at you people. Get your priorities straight bitches.

RANT!

Ugh. You're just wasting money. Requesting for all sorts of demands. Since you don't like to come back so much, you don't deserve the big room. Kau tidak mati juga ba if you don't attend. God will not punish you for not attending it. MATI JUGA LA BA! Bah, tdk suka balik, jangan balik la. Macam taik. And you need to watch your ridiculous temper. Irritability is immaturity of character. If you are always being cross or unpleasant with others for no apparent reason, you need to come face to face with the fact that you are thinking too much of yourself.

You want this, you want that. And you want the branded ones. WTF! It's just a friggin' hobby, okay?? Yamaha is a good brand, okay? Just because your friend is using a different brand doesn't mean it's better. What has that church thought you, huh? To despise your brother? What has he ever done to you? Everyone makes mistakes, okay? And his mistakes are not life threatening or even illegal. They are just MISTAKES.

If anyone says, “I love God,” yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. (1 John 4: 20)

Read that and try to swallow it and tattoo it into your brain. How can you say you hate a fellow sibling when you say you are a follower of God? What has your bible study taught you? Try to differentiate dislike and pure hatred. I'm saying this not because I hate you. I'm saying this because you need to wake up and try to think about both sides, not only your side and what people tell you. No one is stopping you from going, but you need to set your priorities straight!

**Joanna**

Everytime I want to brush his fur, he just lies down with his leg facing the sky........how am I suppose to brush him...Lol...Lazy and manja doggy....hHHAHA

Sigh-eth... D:

Up-the frig-date.....................

It's been a while since I logged into my blog. *Dusts* It's been a roller-coaster ride of emotions these couple of days, weeks, bah...I don't remember the days = o =;; Anyway, I'm finally done moving all my stuff into my new/bigger room. But I only get to stay there for 2 more months, more or less. Lol. I have been carrying boxes, screwing and unscrewing my bed, carrying bits and pieces of my bed up the stairs, carrying small shelves/cabinets, etc etc. At least my arm didn't hurt but my calves were killing me from all that walking up and down the stairs. Ugh, and my sister is expecting me to help unpack her stuff. All that's left now for me to unpack are the photo albums, photo frames and alot of decorative craps.

My sister finally got her dress. FINALLY! Someone needs to force her to try on dresses or else she will not get one. Eventhough it's rm300 (after discount), at least she got it. Hahaha. And she's not telling me or showing me how it looks like!! She's coming back end of this month, I hope she's bringing it back. Wait, she has to. Lol. Now, all I have to do is get my baby bro a suit, my elder bro a suit and my dad....I need to force that man as well.

Ugh, there's so many things left to do. Preparation, decisions, and...stuff! Lol. And the damn tailor is delaying my bridesmaid dresses. Damn~~ Ughhhhh. What if it turns out like donkey shit? I am going to freak out soon. I need a secretary a.k.a personal assistant. Hahahahaha~~

**Joanna**

Bachelorette party?

Yes? No? I just found out that the party is usually held 1 week before the big day. Lawl.

Squidward is handsome

I watched this episode last night and I couldn't stop giggling. Even after the episode finished, I still got the giggles on bed just thinking about it. I'm nuts. Hahahahaha :D

Time flies

Time is flying by faster and faster. My dad and grandma used to say, "When you reach the age of 20, time will start flying by in a blink of an eye". It's true. Huhu. Gettin' old XD

On 7th May, I went to one of my bff's birthday at The Bed, Waterfront with a bunch of my girlfriends and my fiance as well. Haha. She's officially 23 years old now. Hehe. It's been a while since all of us highschool friends hung out together. It was great. I had to leave early because I need to get up early the next day.

I also just had my pre-wedding photoshoot on 5th and 6th May. Never knew it was that tiring. Hahaha. It was fun as well. Wow! I'll be going to another pre-wedding photoshoot in Taiwan, NEXT WEEK! Time really flies. I haven't looked at my photos yet, but the photographer gave me a little 'teaser'. He uploaded 2 pics only! You can see it in my Facebook page. http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=689899441

My sister is back in Kuala Lumpur already. Sigh, no one to kacau. Hahaha. She'll only be back this August, then September for my big day. Tee hee~

**Joanna**

Thor: The God of Thunder

I watched Thor last night with my dearest and sister. I am in love with THOR/Chris Hemsworth. He is so feckin' hot! :D Deep piercing blue eyes, hot body and a cute accent. I eye-raped him throughout the movie. He gained 20 pounds of muscle to play Thor. During and interview, he said, “I put on a lot of weight. It was purely eating, eating, eating, working out and working out, trying to sleep as much as you can." Besides having a hot superhero, the movie itself was awesome, too. *squeels* Thor...*drooollllssss* I'm gonna rate it 10/10 :D

THOR

Thor with his Mjolnir

Thor with Loki, his brother.

Thor about to be pronounced as King, but.....

Oh, blue eyes......

Shirtless Thor *drooolllsss*

Left: Thor trying to take the Mjolnir. He looks like a hot barbarian

Aunt Flow

I finally bled. Aunt Flow finally came to visit. Yay hahahaha