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Update....*dust dust*

It's been a while. And yeap, I'm married. Marriage life is treating me well so far. The only downside is that I feel left out in his office. I feel stupid. I'm as free as fuck here. I only get to work once in a while. One of the employee here is so afraid that I might 'steal their bowl of rice', if you know what I mean. Ugh. Whatever. I'm here to help, if you don't want me to, then I won't. The boss asked you so many times to let me do it, teach me and you're soooo hesitant to do so. I won't steal your food, m'kay? Geez. Now, my sister-in-law is teaching me some stuff, like creditors, debtors and all those stuff.......Meh. Doing laundry and housework is way more fun, for reals....

Anyway, I migggghht, MIGHT be starting an event planning business with my aunt. MIGHT! She drafted out a business plan already but it's still not fully ready yet. They are trying to set a career for me. I don't know how it will go, but yea, it might take about 1 year to completely set it up. We need to plan and draft out every single thing that we need. She's willing to come all the way to Malaysia to help set it up. She has alot of experience and connections in Shanghai, Hongkong, and China etc. So, once the business plan and proposal are done, she will submit it to some other connections here in KK that she knows. Sigh, le sigh-eth. My parents are asking me to consider. What should I do? Help my husband or set up a 'possible' career?

My wedding videographer just messaged me and told me that our video highlight and video slideshow is done. I am so excited to see it. But, here is the photo slideshow for the tea ceremony, games and church ceremony :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAoz8mALW8U

I can't help but....

TO COUNT THE DAYS! AHHHHHHHHH. IT'S GETTING NEARER...AND NEARER...I CAN FEEL IT BREATHING BEHIND MY BACK....*vomits* Punya gila nervous.

OMAGATZ

It's September!! Sep-tem-fucking-ber!! *Hyperventilating* :O So close, so close. Countdown.

Finally gave in

Picasso - Weeping Woman


Okay. I finally lost it. I'm not very good at handling stress. Sigh. I broke down crying 2 days ago. I held my emotions for quite some time. I'm not super woman, I can't finish everything and remember everything for you. I can't please and accomodate everyone. What about me? Can't I have a say in this? It's getting closer, and I don't really give a fuck about what you people think I should do. I'll do it my way, like it or not. Don't even try to manipulate my choices. I'll bitch slap you so hard, your brain'll fly out your ears. If you want me to do it and get it done on time, let me do it my way.


All these sudden last minute changes and additions are driving me nuts. @ o @ Make up your mind!!

I don't want to be bridezilla



I'm trying not to turn into bridezilla. I'm sure every bride who is going through the process feel the same way. If your not one of them, good for you. I'm so frustrated with the guest list and the song for my church processional and recessional. If I want you to play this song, you play saja laaa. I don't want your stupid traditional trumpet song!!! It's so lame, I might just drop dead on the floor, and just roll my way to the alter. Ugh!! Kau peduli apa if I want you to play Pitbull punya lagu. Suka hati la ba. Ask you to play traditional song, you bising. Ask you to play non-traditional song, you bising lagi. Ugh! I need to put my foot down. If you don't wanna play the songs we want and keep on suggesting lame stupid ugly fugly mofo songs, then I guess I don't need you. UGHGHGHGHGHHGHGG~~!!!!!! ^&%^&%$#%$* I'm not going to accommodate you. It'll just leave me pissed. It's our wedding, so just listen to what we want la. Eeeeeee~ !!~!~!~!


Counting down the days. Less than a month! Pre-Wedding jitters =

Broke...~~~~




Wedding planning is leaving me broke = o = With all the sudden extra charges for this and that. Can't you make up your mind? Those extra charges don't really make sense. Sigh. So many things to do that involves money. It's ridiculous. This is why you only get married once unless you are Hugh Hefner. Over budget sudah........ Gotta start cutting back on the expenses.....

Finally....



Just got my awesome Karen Millen dress! It's for the tea ceremony. Love, love, love it~ I wanted to post a picture of it, but decided to keep it till the actualy day. Now I don't have to worry about having the same dress as someone else. Lawl :P