RANT!

Ugh. You're just wasting money. Requesting for all sorts of demands. Since you don't like to come back so much, you don't deserve the big room. Kau tidak mati juga ba if you don't attend. God will not punish you for not attending it. MATI JUGA LA BA! Bah, tdk suka balik, jangan balik la. Macam taik. And you need to watch your ridiculous temper. Irritability is immaturity of character. If you are always being cross or unpleasant with others for no apparent reason, you need to come face to face with the fact that you are thinking too much of yourself.

You want this, you want that. And you want the branded ones. WTF! It's just a friggin' hobby, okay?? Yamaha is a good brand, okay? Just because your friend is using a different brand doesn't mean it's better. What has that church thought you, huh? To despise your brother? What has he ever done to you? Everyone makes mistakes, okay? And his mistakes are not life threatening or even illegal. They are just MISTAKES.

If anyone says, “I love God,” yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. (1 John 4: 20)

Read that and try to swallow it and tattoo it into your brain. How can you say you hate a fellow sibling when you say you are a follower of God? What has your bible study taught you? Try to differentiate dislike and pure hatred. I'm saying this not because I hate you. I'm saying this because you need to wake up and try to think about both sides, not only your side and what people tell you. No one is stopping you from going, but you need to set your priorities straight!

**Joanna**