Grrrrr, pimples!!

Ugh, there's a huge, hard, red, painful pimple on my chin! I'm so tempted to poke it and see it explode with all the gooey and icky stuff. Hahahaha.

Today is the last day of 2010. Wow, time flies by so fast. When we were young, we wished that time would pass faster and grow up faster. But when we've reached our 20's, we wish that time would just slow down and go back to our younger days. Now I know why adults would tell us to enjoy our teenage years and don't wish to grow up so quickly.

I just came back from a wedding dinner. No cute guys. Hahahaha. Had 4 glasses of wine and was a little light headed but I'm okay now. Haha. I guess I better go to bed now. Toodles~

**Joanna**

Christmas

Christmas is here and new year is getting closer =X My parents are in Kuala Lumpur now. They will be back tomorrow (26 December). Me, Sister, both of my brothers, Fiance, Madonna and Grandma had a Christmas Eve dinner at home. We had Leg of Lamb, Pasta, Potato Salad, Fried Rice, Sandwiches, some wine and soup. Tee hee. We cooked too many, so there's left overs. After dinner, me, Jonas, Jessica and Jack played Beyblade. Hahahaha~~~ Lol.

Jonas cried himself to sleep last night. Kesian. This morning, Christmas day, he woke up and looked for my parents and started crying. He called my parents and started crying again. Awwww~ But now he's fine. Playing his game and drinking Milo.

What should I do later?

**Joanna**

Another random update

I have officially gained weight. Hahahaha. Like, seriously! My clothes are tight and my belly is showing XD Meh, I don't want to beat myself up because of that. My fiance(Tee hee, sounds so weird), has been forcing food down my throat. He wants me to gain weight. I don't want to gain too much weight for my big day :O Maybe i'll hit the gym 1 or 2 months before the big day.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and i'll be having home-cooked dinner with my siblings, fiance, and cousin. My parents will be in Kuala Lumpur for a friends birthday. They'll be there from 24th till 26th December.

2010 is coming to an end people. What are your new years resolution? Are you looking forward for another new year? I'm excited XD

**Joanna**

Jack proposed and I'm engaged. Tee heeee~~

AWESOMEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Body aching = o =

Ugh, my body is aching. My left foot is suddenly so sensitive to touch. I woke up this morning with a weird sensation. Splashing water to it made it painful. Why? o.0 It's kinda like when your hand is sooo numb, it hurts? That's the kind of feeling. There's no bruises or whatsoever. Weird. Hope it goes away tomorrow.

I slept at 2am and was woken up at 7.30am by the drilling downstairs and upstairs. The drilling went on till 4.30pm! @o@ It's gonna be noisy for the next few months or so. Sigh~

Jack got me 2 lovely dresses just now. Wasn't expecting it. I kinda feel a surprise coming. He asked me to doll up for my birthday and when I said 'Okay, so this is my advanced birthday present, right?', he was like 'Umm, yea *suspicious face*'. I hope it is nothing weird or what.

I think I'm gonna be sick, literally. Anyway, i'm still thinking about my birthday dinner venue with my family this Sunday. It's not my actual birthday but that's the only day that my dad is free. The actual day is taken by Jack, bbubububub :D Hahahahah~

I guess that's it. I'm having a headache. Might hit the hay early tonight. Toodles

**Joanna**

Update

Hey~! I just came back from dinner with my Uni mates, Stephanie and Selvi. We went to Hana Restaurant at CityMall for dinner. Had a little catch up with them. They also surprised me with a cake and card; both handmade. Teehee. Thanks guys~ Loved it. Pictures are in her camera.

Anyway, I'm pretty bumped about how my life turned out but I hope what's coming ahead will make everything better. There are still so many things that I'm not ready to open up to people yet. A deep and dark cave of secrets. I'll share it when I'm ready. Hope you guys will support me.

So many things to do, oh so stressful. I may be smiling and laughing on the outside, but deep down, i'm a broken doll that is constantly fixing and repairing the damages. But it won't keep it holding on for long; for it will come crumbling down again. I'm like a clown.

Anyway, hope what I'm planning for the future works out well.

**Joanna**